15.11.11

I know, I shouldn't be writing about stuff that are supposed to be kept within my heart. But I don't know what else to do. I don't like this feeling anyway, so I hope by writing it out somewhere, I can let it go and let it be. 

How to start? 

Haha. Tahi lembu. Nak start macam mana pun tak reti dah. Now I already regret even starting to write this post. Dah berapa kali tulis dan padam, tulis dan padam. Rasa macam memalukan diri sendiri pulak hiuhiu.

Okay, sorry to all the people reading this post now, I guess you should just go elsewhere. Belog Hanis Zalikha ke, bermanfaat sikit kan. Tuan punya belog pun cantik. Go now, go. Bcoz this post is gonna be crap and null.

Nada.

People say we are so close in distance, we have no trouble of seeing each other how frequent or how often we want. True. It used to be that way. Now, it's different. We don't have all the time in the world anymore. We also don't have all the money in the world, never had.

If you think I changed, you're damn right! I know that the bigger part of our 'distant' was me. But you helped build the me I am now. Apart of it has always been you.

I am sorry if we turned out growing apart from each other. I always try to overcome that difference that gradually started showing up, but soon, you know, I grew tired too. I grew tired of trying. And right now, I am hoping you take the burden from my shoulder and do something about us instead. Or no. Don't do anything and let's act as if we care.

1 comment:

Fyfy Liew said...

Ada masalah cinta ekk ? ^^ Hehe. Banyakkan bersabar ye. :)