There is always one thing you cannot understand about people even if you think you know them best. The only people you can understand is you. 

If I were to let this strong bugging feeling inside of me take control, I would be revengeful. If I had power over things, I would give some people a taste of karma. But I am not, so I sit here and mould things into words with a despairing hatred towards myself. 

Revenge should be sweet.




That's how much self-confidence I have when talking to other people.
It doesn't matter how many people. Doesn't matter who. There's no difference.
Help me :(



"Did you know, that the total calory in food in this world was produced to sufficiently cater the number of people on Earth?"

I've been thinking. Is it wrong to love food? Gluttony is considered as one of the 7 deadliest sin according to the bible, and in Islam it is a sin to overdo things. Sunnah nabi cakap makan sebelum lapar, berhenti sebelum kenyang. Zaman sekarang, makan sebelum lapar, bila dah tidur baru berhenti makan. Lepas makan tengahari dah sendawa kenyang pun boleh buka peti cari jajan lagi. Ngap ngap ngap depan TV sampai tertidur, bangun tidur dah lapar balik cari makanan lagi *kena batang hidung sendiri*

I've been observing how it has become a trend to love food. Everybody loves food nowadays. Honestly, I love to eat as well. As quoted from my lecturer, everybody has been "McDonalized". 

But since knowing the above fact that my friend had told me, I feel deeply guilty towards the people in other countries who are forced to eat sand in order to survive, and appear like living walking bones because they have no food. We live here so wealthy with food and nutrition. Food is just one telephone call away and we can eat as much as we like, but some people out there are not even eating once a day. 

Think about it.


We've released our designs!

People, dear good people. Black and Blue Ink is officially operating and doing business! We have two designs at the moment, but I promise we're gonna bring out more for our customers later :D

They're all RM30, special opening offer! Grab them while stocks last, because they're all limited edition! We're making our designs exclusive so that you don't look like nonidentical twins walking around at a random shopping mall lol just kidding :p

For more information visit our Facebook page : Black & Blue Ink.

See ya when I see ya!




Remember the other day I posted a doodle about love? I entered a doodle contest held by Groupon Malaysia. To cut the story short I won the grand prize. I freaking won the grand prize!! 

Of course I'm happy. You don't get to go on a cruise ride every day. Even though my target initially was to win second place or third, I won the grand prize. I'm happy as...as potato. I can't even tell you how happy. I'm so thankful God gave me this happiness while I am still 21 and perfectly healthy to do things. Alhamdulillah.

Anywho, I want to bring my mom if I can, because I know she likes trips and holidays and while she is still healthy and capable, of course I want her to go with me. I just wished the cruise ride was for five people excluding me so I could bring my whole family LOL.

Ahh I'll say no more. I don't feel like talking right now. So many things to do early in the semester.


A short story

Last Saturday, I went to the Big Bad Wolf Fire Sale to spend one of my BB1M vouchers. I went with Lily and my cousin by train, so the journey consumed my energy and patience. However, the book fest made me ultra happy I forgot about my little sister for a few minutes. While I was checking out the Fiction section, I turned around and Lily and my cousin was gone. I have to admit I panicked a little not because I was lost but because I got paranoid that someone might kidnap Lily, so I texted them both just to be safe. 

Thank God we reunited a few minutes later, after I wandered to check out the literature section and after they remembered to check their phones. 

I don't wanna tell you how many books I bought. I could have bought more if Lily's portion did not extend the amount I had expected and intended for her. But we spent more than  one RM50 voucher, and less than two RM50 voucher. It might not be a lot to some of you, because a lot of my friends spent almost all their vouchers on BBW!

Something funny happened on the way home. Which was ridiculous as well as annoying and irritating because at this point I was extremely tired to even talk, so I don't want to talk about it here. But I'll tell you what Lily said to me in the train on the way to KL Sentral.

Lily: Kakak, kan ada stesyen angkasapuri tu kan?

Me: Hmmm?

Lily: Angkasapuri tu dia flat eh?

Me: Itu bukan angkasapuriiii, itu pangsapuriiiiii *while holding back laughter*

If you want to know what's inside her head, go visit her blog. She doesn't update regularly because usually she'd update using my laptop and now that I've started my semester and I'm not at home I don't know if she would find the effort to update. 

Nah gambar random

Taktau lah nak letak gambar apa sekarang. Byebye.